My Supposed "Sexually Explicit" Posts
I don't keep copies of all my old posts, so I don't have copies of all the posts Hillyard's lawyer brought up during the trial. I did manage to find either a copy or posts in which others quoted my words DejaNews, though, and I provide them here as proof that I don't post anything I'm embarassed to have made public.
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From: cynthia@mindspring.com (Cynthia Smathers)
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Subject: Re: Experienced Master seeks female sub
Date: Tue, 27 Feb 1996 06:07:04 GMT
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>Aaaaman (Aaaaman@cris.com) wrote:
>: Experienced Master seeks female sub
>
If he's that experienced he should know that only an absolute idiot would consider getting involved with him on the basis of such a post. It is far more likely that he's been playing on the net for too long and bought some leather and toys from a catalog. You'll notice that he did NOT cross-post to alt.sex.bondage or other more appropriate groups, where people who know better would almost certainly see his post and warn off potential victims?
>: IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN THIS SUBJECT, DO NOT READ OR RESPOND TO THIS
>: AD! I WILL DISREGARD ANY AND ALL FLAMES.
>
I don't care if you disregard it--but I can hope that any woman who thought of responding will see this and reconsider.
>: Do not reply unless you are female and at least 18 years of age.
>
Well at least he wants 'em legal. I'm female and over 18, but not interested. I have this brain here that would be a real handicap if I were to try to be in a relationship with someone like Aaaaman. He would probably be offended by the helpless laughter his posturing would provoke.
>: If you
>: respond, state your age, and I will send you more information. If you do
>: not state your age you will not receive the information.
>
Gosh darn! I'm not gonna get the coveted information! How will I stand the disappointment?
>: You must be willing to live with me ... OR live close enough for frequent
>: visits (general Chicagoland or NW Indiana area) ... OR visit the area
>: frequently ... OR have accomodations for my relocation.
>
Is that all? Based on one post, you expect someone to just up and move to your area or provide you with a place to relocate? One or both of you would have to be real losers to be able to leave your current life with so little concern.
Aaaaman, I really think you should consider getting an inflatable doll. It won't have any of those annoying features like brains to trouble you, there are no relocation expenses involved, and you can certainly relate to its personality.
If you're a woman who thought about answering Aaaaman, check your local alternative newspaper for meeting notices of PEP (People Exchanging Power) or similar established groups instead. There is plenty of information and plenty of safe people who can guide you if you want to explore the BDSM scene. "Submissive" is what you are after you enter into a relationship with a dom/domme who has proven their trustworthiness to you. "Stupid" is what you are if you obey orders from anyone who barks at you like Aaaaman is doing. "Dead" or severely injured is what you could be.
Cyn
cynthia@mindspring.com
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"let love be our religion
until this life is through
The next best thing to heaven
is a "sinful" life with you" --- Timbuk 3
My opinions are mine alone, and that fact provides
intense relief for my coworkers.
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From: cynthia@mindspring.com (Cynthia Smathers)
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Subject: Re: What Fred wants , was: What do women really want?
Date: Tue, 05 Mar 1996 02:50:42 GMT
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On 4 Mar 1996 21:10:23 GMT, Willey <temtown@mail.nt.net> wrote:
>In my opinion women want someone they can manipulate,step on and treat like shit
>until they decide that its time for someone new.
>
No, no, no Willey--that's what a lot of men *pay* professional dominatrixes (dominatrices?) for. How much have you been spending on this treatment?
Cyn
cynthia@mindspring.com
http://www.mindspring.com/~cynthia
"let love be our religion
until this life is through
The next best thing to heaven
is a "sinful" life with you" --- Timbuk 3
My opinions are mine alone, and that fact provides
intense relief for my coworkers.
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From: cynthia@mindspring.com (Cynthia Smathers)
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Subject: Re: Hardwick vs Bowers
Date: Tue, 12 Mar 1996 20:33:26 GMT
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On Tue, 12 Mar 1996 17:45:30 GMT, mayhem@netcom.com (HPUX) wrote:
>
>Georgia's Anti Sodomy law stands. The latest challenge to it was brought
>by a male homosexual who solicited oral sex from an undercover government
>agent at a rest area off of I-20.
>
>
Lovely. Someone who was caught soliciting a sexual act from (one assumes) a stranger is such a great person to be challenging the sodomy laws. The couple that was arrested a few years ago because they were performing one of the many acts Georgia considers sodomy when police who were in the building (boarding house? something like that?) for a completely unrelated matter walked in on them had a better chance, and I think they lost, too.
That law makes just about any sexually active adult with ANY sexual preference guilty of breaking it.
Cyn
cynthia@mindspring.com
http://www.mindspring.com/~cynthia
Never insult anyone by accident--R.A. Heinlein
Finger for important information.
Subject: Re: Such a pretty face . . .
From: nancyl@universe.digex.net (Nancy Lebovitz)
Date: 1996/03/25
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In article <4j42d2$bbf@accursio.comune.bologna.it>,
Jim Cregan <rod2410@iperbole.bologna.it> wrote:
>cynthia@mindspring.com (Cynthia Smathers) wrote:
>
>>D/S refers to domination & submission. Sometimes you'll see BDSM, which is
>>bondage/domination (or sometimes discipline)/sadism/masochism.
>
>>SF/F is science fiction/fantasy. Don't assume it's just Trekkies, but there
>>are a lot of them. >SCA is the Society for Creative Anachronism.
>
>>Mensa is an international social organization for those who score in the
>>98th percentile on accepted IQ tests. It also operates the respected Mensa
>>Education and Research Foundation (MERF) which supports research on
>>intelligence and giftedness and awards scholarships to both Mensans and
>>non-Mensans.
>
>Wow! I really have been out of the states too long.
>
>I feel so out of touch. I need my own support group. alt.lost ex-pats
>
>And all of these folks, leather & trekies & SCA & smart folks got into
>the same argument just because they are more accepting of us big
>folks? Does anyone out there know someone who is part of all four
>categories?
>
I dunno about all four categories, but it shouldn't be hard to find people who are part of at least three.
Those four (and gamers and neo-pagans and other sf media fen and computer geeks and probably a few other groups I can't think of at the moment) form what I call "the great fannish braid of sub-cultures".
>And what is a BBW? Big B......... Woman?
Yes--it's the name of a (now-defunct?) fashion magazine.
Nancy Lebovitz (nancyL@universe.digex.net)
12/95 updated calligraphic button catalogue available by email
Subject: Re: Diet Pills and Sexual Problems
From: roxiblue@aol.com (Roxi Blue)
Date: 1996/05/24
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In article <31a524bc.48176324@news.mindspring.com>, cynthia@mindspring.com (Cynthia Smathers) writes:
>Well I'm glad I'm not alone--although I wouldn't call it a problem <G> I've
>been in a constant state of arousal since about 2 weeks after starting
>phen/fen. I do normally have a very healthy (read "high maintenance") sex
>drive, but this is even beyond that.
>
>
Geez, lucky you...I've had the opposite problem. I'm going into my 3rd week on the meds, so let's hope it improves! :)
Shauna
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Subject: Re: Women and Penis Size Preferences
From: melliott@iadfw.net (Joseph Michael Elliott)
Date: 1996/06/19
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In article <31c817d5.2313563@news.mindspring.com>, cynthia@mindspring.com wrote:
> On 19 Jun 1996 02:14:54 -0700, jgreen@trumpet.aix.calpoly.edu (James T.B > Green) wrote:
>
> >A female friend once said to me:
> >"any woman who says she doesn't like them big is lying."
>
> >So either she's falsly assuming her preference is true of all women, or
> >there are a lot of big-penis-loving women in the world who don't want to
> >admit it...
>
> Well, as long as a penis isn't way outside the average range, whether too
> small ("is it in yet?) or too big ("ouch!") they all seem pretty much the
> same--the big difference is in the man behind it. I think there are plenty
> of fantasies about big ones--but in practice, they can hurt some of us.
> Length is more commonly a problem than width, as the cervix does bruise and
> it isn't a pleasant sensation. There are, however, various positions that
> are best suited to different sizes if you're trying avoid either too much
> or too little penetration. And there are always other ways to please--so
> penis size just isn't something I've ever heard any woman screening for
> when considering getting involved with someone. And it isn't something I've
> ever heard of a couple breaking up over.
>
> Cyn
>
> cynthia@mindspring.com
> http://www.mindspring.com/~cynthia
> I do not have PMS--I'm a bitch!
>
> Finger for disclaimers & such
I once heard it said: "If a big penis was what it took to please a woman, there would be no lesbians...."
A little romance and openness goes a long way.
--
Michael
melliott@iadfw.net
"Heart, Faith, Steel..."
Subject: Re: Polyfolk around here (Was:Re: Need happy stories!)
From: barb@nebula.ispace.com (gardenia)
Date: 1996/06/20
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eridani@scn.org (Martha K. Koester) wrote:
>In a previous article, cynthia@mindspring.com (Cynthia Smathers) says:
>>As mentioned in the past, "fringe groups" often seem far more accepting of
>>fat people than "normal" crowds, just as they are more accepting of other
>>individual differences. I find this to be very much so around poly folks,
>>pagans, science-fiction/fantasy fandom, BDSM enthusiasts, and (to a
>>slightly lesser extent) Mensa.
Part of my community consists of bdsm and poly folks and yes Yes YES! I have had a *much* easier time being fat and naked with them than I ever have had even with lovers before! Of course, this is podunk Orlando and not the beauty meccas of SF or NYC... but hey... here is better than nowhere!
Barb
aka gardenia AND BarbWire <who wrote a piece on how freeing it was to
be seen for who she was and not what size she was in the scene and who
is, not only a masochist, but a Sadist as well *evil grin*>
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From: (Cyn)
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Subject: Re: -Fuck the Spammers! Here comes a fat chick flood! [sorry, no indexes] - cyn03.jpg (1/1)
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On , Steppin' Razor wrote:
>[Saved as file: d:\download\cyn03.jpg]
I don't have a problem with you circulating this or any other picture--but it is NOT a picture of me and I'm tired of getting email form those who think it is! The picture was doctored and circulated by a jerk who's been harassing me. Please, please, please--if anyone has this or the other picture he doctored (cyn02.jpg) REMOVE MY EMAIL ADDRESS FROM IT!
I would have emailed you, Steppin' Razon, but I don't have a valid email address for you. If you or anyone else sees these or other pictures elsewhere with my email address, please let me know.
Thanks,
Cyn
technomom@mindspring.com
"I have short-term memory loss, though I like to think of it as Presidential
eligibility."
-- Paula Poundstone
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From: (Cyn)
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Subject: Request for help
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I think this must be the most groups to which I've ever intentionally cross-posted, but I tried to find everything relating to big/fat folks and then added new.admin.net.abuse for good measure.
As I mentioned in a post to alt.support.big-folks a while back (in response to a post forged as if it came from me), I've been harassed for the past few months by a guy using several providers (the worst stuff came through interamp.com--no big surprise there). This jerk added my email address to some pictures he posted all over the place, and now they're being recirculated in all the FA circles. I don't care what anybody does with them, but they aren't me and I'm tired of the extremely explicit email I get (many hundreds of them now) form men seeking the woman in the pictures! I've had to take down my web site and set up an autoresponse on my email address.
While I'm trying to monitor the sex-related newsgroups, there's no way I'm going to see everything. As these groups are the most likely place for the recirculation of these pictures, or are frequented by those most likely to run across the pictures on web sites or BBSes, I figured I'd just go ahead and ask for help.
If you see ANY pictures bearing the email address cynthia@mindspring.com or technomom@mindspring.com, or posts that appear to be from me advertising sex-related services or looking for sexual partners, please let me know immediately so that I can find them and get them taken down. I'm not looking to make trouble for anyone except the guy who started the trouble, and I don't care what you're doing with the pictures as long as you remove any reference to me (I don't know who the women in the pictures are). You don't need to worry about me hassling the web site or BBS sysops, as long as they'll remove the references to me.
The pictures I'm aware of were named cyn02.jpg and cyn03.jpg, but could have been renamed. One is of a nude woman laying on the beach in profile with her left leg cocked up. The other is of a large woman kneeling, naked, displaying her genitalia--as far as I can tell all she's wearing are sneakers. Both were originally posted to a LOT of sex-related newsgroups through interamp.com but forged to look as though they came from my account on 8/16/96. Who knows were they are by now.
I would truly appreciate any help anyone can offer in this matter.
Thanks,
Cyn
technomom@mindspring.com
"I have short-term memory loss, though I like to think of it as Presidential
eligibility."
-- Paula Poundstone